what kills me leaves me content

by illegal knife

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1.	0001 - dead battery / dying nerd 05:05	buy track
2.	0002 - floating somersault in the leaves 05:38	buy track
3.	0003 - ps2 forest rendering 05:42	buy track
4.	0004 - gabapentin's failure 05:34	buy track
5.	0005 - travel is a waking dream 04:49	buy track
6.	2008 - hikikomori hopes (don't say h) 08:34	buy track
7.	2010 - i didn't want to die 10:32	buy track
8.	2014 - i wanted to never wake up 08:07	buy track

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i was in a bad way when i made this. alot of the tracks are too long and there are too many of them. i was worried that it would be the last thing i'd make. it comes across as really desperate, i want to cut off all the fat, but to change it now would be wrong, an attempt to whitewash my past. i'm sorry, i hope you understand.

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released August 14, 2014

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illegal knife Washington, D.C.

illegal knife is over. the person behind it continues on as a member of sylvan idyllics.

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equilateral-records.bandcamp.com/album/eqcl62-xs-tired-basement-show

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